Aim High but Shoot for Reality

Right from our childhood days we have been brought up by asking us to aim high...But what they dont prepare us is how to deal with the dissapointments...Higher the aim higher are the chances of falling...
They say everthing has a time and only time can tell you if are going to hit the bullseye or not..So what exactly is the right time?? All we can do is fire in the dark incase it works out then hola "It was da rite time" and incase we missed its either "too fast" or " too slow". Even if we have missed I would say its better to have fired "too fast" than being lethargic and watching the oppurtunity go in the drains. Either of the cases the feeling of having lost all chances of what you had dreamed and wanted so dearly sure SUCKS !!!
I recently did the mistake of aiming too high and firing in the sky, I should have known only you dont decide your future, there are other factors which influence it or like people say it just wasnt my time. I do not regret that fact that I aimed high because having those dreams day in and day out sure gave me a purpose to life..what is regret is I fired knowing that the target is out of reach...Its like one can see the stars in the sky but it doesnt mean he can touch them...Now that I have realised that I cannot touch the stars...I have lost all the pursose and beliefs which used to drive me...

So what is it next after falling in the drains?? For one it should be Get up then....should you decide on a new realistic dream and try to achieve it or should you aim for the same target hoping that your time would come?? I would no doubt continue to hope that my time would come!!Just cant let my dreams vanish so fast !!

I've made up my mind...To live in memory of the lonesome times...It's useless to say...So I'll just live my life in dreams of yesterday

Things I miss the most about life at bhavans

1. Having the Key for the locker....(I miss being the CR of theclass..I kno i might be sounding a Narcassist buts its true ;) ..)

2. Having the afternoon Cutting with Tejasvita, Aniket and Kunal....Sitting in da BCG for hours together and having jus one Cuttin on da table & tab tak rukkne ka jab tak anna aake uthatha nahi hai :D)

3. Copying in Exams from Sandy's paper !!....(Saala har exam kepehele bolta tha ki kuch padhke nahi hua hai..par har exam mai bhar bhar ke likhta tha)

4. Shreya & Shweta ke Fights !!! (lol..Sherya dont kill me..but itstrue re..tum logg ke fights ke baare mai sunn ke hi mazaa aa jaata tha..remember wen u started walkin back home and i came runnin aftr u ... hahahaha)

5. Losing all those Cricket Matches !!!...(Kitne baar fest mai haarehain yaar..kitne baar 500Rs. barbaad kiya hai !!btw apne team ka captain kaun tha..Me or Saurabh or Allan...hahaha..but saurabh lets agree to da fact re..Allan was a better captain than us ;))

6. Sagar ka Call....(Harr shaam ko sagar ka call pakaa aata tha,asking "Kal college kitne baje hai, aur kiska lecture hai". I really admire him re..no matter wat happens he would definitely call and ask abt college..jus loved ur dedication dude..hats off to u..)

7. Takin wit Tejasvita about future Entrepreneurship Oppurtunity !!! wat comes to ma mind is " Ur Beautiful, Ur Beautiful...its true......it's all bcoz of u..lol..)

8. Kunal and Farhin ke Fights.....(Man it was like fireworks..ppl remember banglore ka incident..but donno by the time we came to TY they had stopped fightin...shaay..but none the less it was fun..Directi ppl are missin some serious fun ;))

9. Aniket ka performance....(be it ur Jokes or ur Himesh songs...am ur biggest fan dude !!!)

10. Vaishali ke questions....(tujhe pasand hai naa vo...bol naa mai kisi ko nahi bolungi !!! lol..itna try aur kisi aur ne nahi kiyahoga...for all those u want to kno wat hav i said to her...it's a secret !!!)

note: this is not in ne order..i hav written it in da order it came to ma mind...

We always knew that lookin back on da tears would make us laugh...but we never knew dat lookin back at the moments we laughed together would make us cry !!!